Hi Everyone,
Sometimes we go through periods of our lives where we feel we aren't good enough, creative enough, worthy enough or just ____________ (fill in the blank) enough. We've had an emotional crisis, physical crisis, familial crisis or a __________ (fill in the blank) crisis.
It's taken me a long time and the help of my "stick by you through thick and thin to the end" friends to set me on the path of belief.....belief in myself, my art, my love, my heart. They've shown me that no matter how badly I want a relationship (family, friend, co-worker) to work out sometimes they are just toxic and I need to drop them.....they do more harm than good. You can work months on building confidence and one word, one comment from them can tear it all down.
Kecia, one of my friends and chosen family members and a fellow artist, came and visited us this weekend and i have to say it was wonderful to have an Artist, my style of artist, here. I had so much fun watching her paint, creating my first journal pages, talking to her about art, the good, bad and ugly of it, hitting the flea markets, garage sales and just going through the studio. It was fun and Bennie loved it....he had slumber party time with Kecia every night and he even whimpered at the back door after she drove down the driveway this morning.
Okay, I know I digress just a tad. I've been wanting to lighten up several areas of my life. I don't want to be in the dark corner trying to create with no natural light so we moved my studio upstairs where I have two windows with lite that flows in and brightens my world. I didn't want to hide behind dark hair and try to be ordinary any longer so I lightened my hair in Texas and got a sassy cut that says look at me. I didn't want to hide my words, feelings and art behind dark colors any longer so I created a new blog address and had Michelle create some magic to bring the words, art and feelings out into the light.
I hope those that followed me before will wish to do so again or continue to do so. I hope that you will visit often and leave comments if there is something you like or would like to see more of. I hope that the creations you see here will inspire you in your own creativity.
Thank you for being here for me and I hope you like the changes you see.
